...now and now

2010-06-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

「你確定你要跟我交往？」
「嗯。」我點點頭她猶豫了一下…「那有一個條件…」
「什麼？」「明年的今天我們要分手。」
「什麼？」還沒開始交往就談分手真新鮮
「到底要不要？」「為什麼？」
「因為我還年輕，不想現在就被愛套住一輩子。」
跟她認識是在兩個月前。
當天我們兩個匆匆忙忙的要去圖書館，在門口剛好〝撞個正著〞。
她很生氣的說「你不知道女士優先嗎？」
「妳不知道現在講求男女平等嗎？」我也不服氣的問她雖然以身材看，我當然佔了優勢。
本來是要道歉的，看到她這麼咄咄逼人，我忍不住也頂了回去。
「ㄟˊ～你不是我們班上那個自以為很帥，長的很占空間的許彥平？」
「什麼自以為啊？像你這種醜小鴨我根本不記得班上有妳這個人。」
我長得又高又瘦，電腦一級棒，又是籃球校隊的隊員。
而且我還會彈鋼琴ㄟ～連我都很佩服我自己。
這不是自大！是自信！她插著腰皺著眉
「說的也是，臉皮厚的人給人家的印象總是比較深刻嘛～」
挖?飌?#$&從那刻開始，我們兩個沒一刻不吵，一見面得鬥他個三分鐘以上可是住一切在別人眼中全成了〝打情罵俏〞。
「我就算沒長眼也不會看上她這個〝虎罷母〞。」
「我也沒興趣讓大豬公喜歡上我。」
「……。」無言。
其實她人緣不錯，班上很多人都跟她打成一片，她開朗、不做作。
但是！他唯獨對我老是那種氣死人的態度。
但是在不知不覺中，跟她鬥嘴變成一種很自然、很輕鬆的事…有時候看她跟其他人鬥嘴，心裡竟會泛起酸酸的感覺……
天氣漸涼，我摸摸自己的額頭…「有一點熱說…。」
最後我還是決定去練籃球。跑在體育館的地板上，身體有點不聽使喚，女生的尖叫聲此時變的很刺耳。
我跟著隊友回防「彥平～接著！」我一個不留神，被籃球打中，跌坐在地板上。
一夥人一轟而上，突然從人群中冒出一個人，拉著我說「還坐在這幹嘛？去保健室啊。」
是她…他跟我那群圍著我的隊友說「你們繼續練吧，我扶他去保健室啦。」
為什麼沒有人阻止她？「我還可以走，我說妳…不怕被上面那群女生殺？
「啊～？什麼？」她眨眨眼，一臉疑?b。
真是個笨蛋……。
到了保健室「我說你幹嘛愛逞強？被球砸到還跌倒，真夠你的丟臉了。」
她就不能說點別的嗎？她摸摸我的額頭，我嚇了一跳「妳怎麼知道我發燒？」
「筊杯。」她說的理所當然我一臉受不了的樣子
「耍笨啊？」「沒啦，因為你今天看起來很沒精神啊，罵起來很沒感覺。」這也能算理由？…
我看著她發呆的臉，突然很想、很想把她佔為己有。
「羽澄…當我的女朋友，好嗎？…」
「看吧，我就知道你們兩個一定有問題。」
我摟著她「有什麼問題？」
「冤家變親家喔～」旁邊的人跟著起鬨冬天的時候抱著她真的很舒服，她呵呵的笑著。
我不知道她怎麼處理我的那些〝倒貼貼紙〞，只知道那些似乎難不倒她。
我喜歡騎著我的機車載她回家，她本來還不肯，因為有捷運。
但是…我喜歡她緊張時緊緊的抱著我，當然我不會跟她說我這種有點色色的感覺。
跟她說，她大概會笑著罵我說〝大色豬〞～１２月將至，街上已經處處瀰漫著聖誕節的味道了。她最近感覺一直瞞著我偷偷進行什麼事，我當然沒問，因為…裝傻啊～我知道我的?
秅擐b１２月，她如果不是在忙我的事，我大概會…抓狂吧。
「走吧、走吧～」放學她就拉著我走。
我裝傻的說「去哪啊？放學要乖乖回家喔。」
她搥我，嘟著嘴說「你再裝嘛！好～那我回家啦～」
「啊啊～賣啦，大姊。」我抱住她不讓她走她拍拍我的臉
「那還不快走？」
「去哪裡？」
「去看海啊～你不是很喜歡海嗎？我發現一個很漂亮的地方喔。」
「這種天氣妳會感冒的。」
「安啦～我的身體健康的很，走啦～」
我們搭火車來到基隆，她熟稔的繞過幾條街，人漸漸稀少…。
「你看～快看啊。」望著深藍色的海，遠處的燈火依稀點綴著海岸線，天上竟露出幾顆星星。海浪拍打著海岸，風的聲音在耳邊環繞…。
「欸，看呆啦？呵呵～」
她握著我的手，「好漂亮…。」
「當然，我找了好久ㄟ。」她放開我的手，在包包裡頭找東西我看著她
「妳在找什麼？」她從包包拿出兩支蠟燭，一包東西。她點燃一支蠟燭，
然後說「我只拿兩支蠟燭，一支代表你，一支代表我。」
她指著她沒燃起的蠟燭說「這支是你，我不?n燃燒，因為我會用生命為你點亮黑夜喔。
當我燃燒完時…」她打開那包東西「我用我的心為你織一條圍巾，這樣你就不會冷了。」
我緊緊的抱著她，心中的感動我說不出口
「傻瓜，我只會怕你冷。」我輕輕覆上她的唇……
竟忽略了她所說的話…是多麼的苦…。
聖誕節到了，剛過完生日沒多久，她說不想大肆慶祝。
於是我們去華納看了一場電影，然後去清大看夜景
。她依偎著我「如果台北下一場雪就好了。」
「呵呵～下雪幹麻？」
「我想化成雪，而且是那種溫暖的雪喔。」
「恩…然後呢？」
「然後啊…覆蓋在台北，因為你住在台北。」
「傻瓜。我已經有圍巾啦，不怕冷了。」
她沒有回話，靜靜的問我說「平…我問你喔…」
「恩，給妳問。」
我把他摟進我的外套裡，她的臉埋在我的胸口「你會愛我多久？」
我楞了一下，我知道很多女生都會問這個但是…，我怎麼覺得她問的…很苦？
我想了想…「我會愛妳到妳不再愛我為止。」
「你說的喔…愛我到我不再愛你為止…。」我突然感覺胸口一陣濕潤我慌了，第一次看她哭
「妳怎麼了?是不是哪裡不舒服啊？」
她笑著說「沒啦～我太感動了嘛。呵呵～」
很快的新的一年又到了，我們一如往常，感情越來越好。
有時候我們會因為對方吃點小醋，吵點架，卻依然很甜蜜。
當初有些不看好我們的同學，現在]只能在旁羨慕。
今天一早，門鈴突然響起。從桃園上台北讀書，所以我一個人在外頭租房子。
假日早上門鈴就大響，我拖著半睡半醒的身子起身開門。
「誰啊～？啊，怎麼是妳？」
我打開門她不說話，跟著我進了家門。
坐到沙發上後，她臉色凝重的說「我們分手吧。」
我楞在那，這句台詞在電視的肥皂劇場看到，怎麼現在換成我？
「妳是開玩笑的還是哪根螺絲掉了？」我生氣的問她
「我是認真的。」她低著頭
「發生什麼事了嗎？昨天不是還好好的？」我盡量壓低我的怒氣她雙手握著，依然低著頭
「是啊，但是我今天是很認真的…」
「認真個屁！」我忍不住罵出口她突然抬起頭說「認真的過愚人節啊～哈哈～」
她撲上我，調皮的抱著我「愚人節快樂喔～」
我捏著她的臉「快樂個頭啊，拜託一下，不要一早就來嚇人好不好？」
「啊啊～好痛?捸I」她打著我的肩膀「誰叫妳要開這種玩笑。」
「你好生氣喔。」
「廢話！沒事說要分手，你電視劇看太多啊？」
「我很認真的跟你過每個節日ㄟ，怎麼可以罵我～」
她離開我的大腿上，跟我扮了個鬼臉，我起身追著她跑
「妳不要跑，氣死我了。」
我指著床對面的她「哈哈～才不理你呢。年老盛衰喔你。」
我賊賊的笑，跑了過去，她當然馬上躲，我伸手攔住她這就是欄球技巧上的〝假動作〞啦～我現在把它發揮的淋漓盡至她被我壓在床上動彈不得
「看妳往哪跑。」
她不說話，我低頭看她，發現她臉色蒼白
「妳怎麼了？哪裡不舒服？」
我起身扶著她，她摸著胸口，喘喘氣「沒啦，氣喘啊，沒事的。」
「對不起，我忘了妳有氣喘…。」
「迷關係啦～走吧，我們一起去吃早餐。」
「嗯。」
感覺上怪怪的，但是…大概是我想太多了吧。
秋天到了，提醒著我她的生日將近，也提醒著我一年的期限快到了…。
不知道她忘了沒，我現在當然很後悔當初為什麼要答應她。
不過看她也沒記起的跡象…大概她自己也忘了吧。
「彥平、彥平大事不好了～」小黑?^匆從教室外跑進來
「幹嘛？是賓拉登要攻美了，還是舒琪要退出演藝圈？」
「你還有那個心情開玩笑？羽澄在走廊昏倒了。」
「什麼？你說什麼？」
我衝出教室，一把抱起昏倒的她，直往醫院衝我的直覺告訴我，這絕不是平凡的昏倒，不安的神經不停跳動…
「拜託妳可千萬別出事…。」
手術燈亮起，我坐在外頭靜靜的等。
不知道過了多久，醫生從門的另一邊把她推出來。
她口上帶著氧氣罩，掛著點滴，臉色很白。
「你就是許彥平吧。
醫生在我未開口前打斷了我我驚訝的看著他「你怎麼知道？」
「我當然知道，我是她的主治醫師。她常常提起你…。」
「主治醫師？什麼意思？她不是很健康？怎麼…」他搖頭
「那是因為她一直沒告訴你，她不是氣喘，而是心臟病。」
「你、你胡說什麼？…」
「我沒有胡說，她的生命已經所剩不多了，好好把握吧。」
我顫抖，無法接受這突來的消息…
不久後，她的家人也趕來了。
她母親看著我，摸著我了臉說「孩子…不要難過，因為你，羽澄才能把她最後的生命活得這麼漂亮…。」
我的淚終於不爭氣的流了下來……。
之後的日子，我都待在醫院裡陪她。
她一直要我去上課，但是我在教室根本無心上課，哪怕哪一刻她都將永遠離開我，而我卻見不著她最後一面。她看著天花板，笑著說「我的生日快到了呢。」
「恩，我沒忘。妳是在妳最愛的秋天生的。」
我握著她纖細的手
「而且是在有很多假日的十月喔。謝謝媽媽把我生在這麼棒的月份～」
她呵呵的笑著，我想笑，卻怎麼也笑不出聲音她開朗笑聲的背後，究竟是承擔了多少的苦？
看似堅強，其實卻是最脆…
一群醫生又跑進病房，我丟下手中的東西奔了過去。
?怐騊o病的次數很多，生命就像將燃燒完的蠟燭…蠟燭…。
每次當麻醉藥退的時候，她總是給我一個笑容。
告訴我她沒事。這次她沒有力氣告訴我她沒事，我握緊她的手
「別說話，休息一下。」
醫生告訴我她的時間所剩不多，要我要有心理準備。
我坐在她的床邊，看著她不如以往嬌嫩的容顏，瘦弱的手，憔悴。我無聲的流出淚來，因為我不敢讓她聽見，她都沒哭，我怎能哭。
我低著頭，牆上的中滴答地饗著
「還有一分鐘是我的生日呢。」
「妳怎麼沒睡？」
我嚇了一跳「平…哭的時候要哭出聲音喔…不然會得內傷呢。」
「五、四、三、二、一……碰～祝我生日快樂～」
她開心的笑著「羽澄，」
「恩？」
「嫁給我，好嗎？」我拿出戒指她看著我，流下淚來……「我…我……」「好不好？…」「好……。」
我替她戴上戒指後，她閉上眼，輕輕的說
「平…我要當你的妻子，我下輩子一定要當你的妻子，好不好？」
「好。」
「然後我們要在去看海邊看星星，好不好？」
「好。」
「然後要生兩個孩子，女的叫羽萍，男的叫彥成，好不好？」
「好。」
「下輩子我要愛你到永遠，好不好？」
「好。」
「彥平…。」
「恩？」
「我好累，我想休息一下……。」
「好的，妳可以好好的休息了，羽澄……。」
嗶－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

平：今天我們要分手，這是你自己答應我的，不要忘了。記得你說過，你會愛我到我不愛你為止。從此刻開始，我梁羽澄不再愛你，你也不準再愛我。在我回來愛你之前，不允許你再愛我。請你原諒我的自私，活著的人，總是比較辛苦吧。如果你真的愛我，就不要再愛我了。我們相約在下輩子，不要忘了喔

2010-06-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

Don't catch durians by HANDS..

Now you know why..haiz

2010-06-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

My new mini :) but I just left it in my room

2010-06-12T23:21:00.001+08:00

Heeeeeellllllloooooooooooooooooooo,

I'm back

2009-08-27T00:28:00.004+08:00

I thought I can save some money for this month. Maybe 300 hundred..200 hundred or 100 hundred but things don't seem to go with what I want. I'm surely going to spend the last RM100 tomorrow for this month and I got nothing left. Oh no...nothing left and Im going to overspend? the posibility is FUCKING high..

August's mission failed and let's start again..It's a must to start again because I have a few things to buy. If anyone of you know how to earn money, please share with me..haha

1.Save money travel to Taiwan or UK(to my baby: I really want to go)

2.white shoes

3.Psp memory card

4.Spec

5.long pant with deep colour

6.t-shirts

7.bag

8.dan sebagainya

Sekian,terima kasih..haha

2009-08-21T17:29:00.003+08:00

My new futsal Adidas shoes!! I bought it yesterday and it costs me RM139. I wanted to buy Nike but the price damn expensive. But Adidas not bad also la..can wear it to jalan jalan and shoping..haha.Felt so great while I was playing futsal after two months. Even though I was nafas susah and ran like hell, I played futsal again. I thought I can save some money in this month but it seems like mission failed because I spent for the shoes and the car's battery(RM170). I wish to save as much money as I can so that I can travel to UK. Gonna work harder and save harder to achieve it

2009-08-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hi, im here again..i think more than 2 months that i din update my blog tis time. You can see, ''somebody'' said that my blog is boring again..haha.

I have been trainning or practical in insurance company for about 2 months and there are 7 weeks more to go..haiz. I wish that tomorrow is the last day to work at there so that I can go back to Kelantan. I miss my parents..

Actually now is just the starting of the ''war'' and not count down-ing or waiting to celebrate for the end of my internship. It's just starting for me in the company. Many things will happen in the company as i expected from the first two week i entered to the company. And...it's really happened! Hmm...is ok for me coz i already expected it right!

I succeed to pass the insurance exam for the second time last two weeks ago. I thought it may be useful and i can use it to apply jobs nx time. But sometimes we just can't stop something bad to happen and not everything will runs smoothly and follow what you want.( i think it is really bad). Like i just passed a fed up Monday. It was quite funny and angry and i've learned lots of things on tat day.

I learned that there are many kind of human beings with different kind of characteristics with different kind of shape, different kind of talking style, different kind of understanding ability and the last thing is different thickness of FACE from these human being. I didn't learn much related to my course( international business) but i learned something like marketing and the ''people'' in the working place. Some people are allowed to say something which is very creative and inresponsible to you to achieve what they want. Why she said so? I was wondering..For me, she may think we are..stupid..cheap labour or she thinks that every gals or guys at the age of 21 or 22 having the same thinking(stupid thinking)?

She said ''Do you think you ajak your friend come out den you bring me along?''

Justin ''Hah..I dun think it's a good idea.. It's weird and uncomfortable suddenly i bring you to meet my friend.Especially you are going to talk about insurance(your motive)..my friend now just started working and some even dun hv enuff money to spend..''

She said '' Who said they cant save the money..RM120 in a month, hmm..RM4 per day! You think they can't save it. Sure they can..They can't do anything with the Rm4 in a day.''

(Yes Miss..yes miss.. I kept looking at her and listened to what she told me..agreed what she said and like I am on your side)

Continue...you said that..
''I observed that you have the ability where the other don't have''..''Do you know that you can do it?''..''I think you have to achieve 3 sales''..The worst part--->"Your friends gave me their feedback and ask why u two don't need to sell any insurance? It's unfair for them''.. ''You dun worry about their feedback, dun care what they've said, just do the right thing''..Come on la Miss, do you think Im stupid? I was wondering why you dare to tell me their ''feedback'' in that moment. I was so so so concentrated, listened about what you've just told me.

And you said,
''No matter what, you have to find 3 of your close friends, I wanna meet them.''
Justin said ''My friends are haiving trainning now. All in KL, some in Kelantan."
You said '' Then we go kelantan or KL"
OMG..meet them? You langsung tak faham or didn't listen what I've told u just now. I dun think my friend will like it if suddenly bring someone to meet you especially you want to sell insurance. TAKKAN semata-mata you just wanna treat us eat meh! It seems like pushing my friends to a hole without informing them if I ajak them keluar and let you meet them.. It's like ask them go die..haha. Please la..You kept saying that it's for my own good and you get nothing..You think I stupid meh..Ask my friend to come out..It's easy because they are my friends and not yours. Not everyone will follow you la..You tried to mix with us, like very understanding and talked everything with us. Please la miss, you very ''jia'' loo..actress meh.. we know you got the motive one laa..we give face to you only!

The End..

I just want to share my experience :)

2009-06-05T02:34:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time I didint update my blog because hmm..i was busy, lots of assignments, nothing to update and got no photos to update my blog..haha. ''Why your blog so boring wannnnnnnnnn", My baby was complaining my blog is so boring and wrote on my wall in facebook.

Since my internship start on 8th June and I am so boring at home. It's time for me to update my blog. I got plenty of time to write for my blog but i didint kno wat should i write. The first thing I wrote is to wish my dearest mom happy birthday and I gave her a super big present which I bet she never imagine it before and is totally different from the previous year.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MOMMY!

It's 3:13am now.You are stuying just in front of me. We are so close yet so far. Do you know that looking at you through the webcam is a ''must'' for me everyday. 9 days baby girl..9 days more I will be looking at you in front of me and not through the webcam. I just can't wait to see u!

Tomorrow is your last paper baby. You'll be free and can enjoy with frens after finish yor exam at 12pm. I know you can do it, right. I will pray hard for you so that your exam will be fine. You will do great.

love you

2009-06-04T11:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mom and I love you always!

19th FEB 2009

2009-02-24T08:29:00.007+08:00

Helloo people,I'm back.It's been a long while my blog was in the sleeping mode and now it's back.I had a wonderful birthday with lots of frens and housemates and we celebrated our birthday in my house.Thank you so much to them for celebrating birthday with me :) The 'Big Party' started at 1030pm and everybody was ready because 'gan chiong' to drink the liquor.There was just some foods like chicken nuggets.fish nuggets and....no more but....there were many drinks in the party!

We played games with card.U gonna drink when u get the 4th J and i tak kena..haha

my birthday cake(N.York Cheese)

Is you!!

My baby was celebrating with me too!

Thank you all my frens for the great wishes..appreciate it alots!!

And you my baby girl..thank you for everything b.

You know wat..i was waiting for your call during thr whole party.Even though you couldn't celebrate birthday with me, the best moment is the song that u sang to me and talked to you in phone.It was the great moment on that day and you make me keep smiling on the phone :)

And now I'm chatting v you in msn.I skipped my class and write someting on my blog.You said my blog is boring..haha.So i gonna update it.It's 1am in cardiff.You told me you are tired and u need to rush for ur assignment.I want you to do it and sleep earlier but I just don't want to end our conversation.

1o6 days..

..I miss you baby,love you even more.

2009-01-18T13:03:00.003+08:00

I jus reached my hometown few days ago,it was 15th january.My housemates bc to kel n Sawarak earlier than me n i was alone at home.I supposed bc to kel mayb on 13th or 14th Jan but i purposely bc to malacca jus because of someone.Wanna give her a surprise but it failed and suddenly she gave me a surprise when i reached malacca tat nite!haha.

I was vr lucky coz my frens fetched me to Tampin's railway station.Maybe purposely or mayb Not..because few frens went to tampin and they wanted to eat the Tampin's satay,not jus want to accompany me la..haha.

I took some pictures in the train b'coz my frens in malacca dunno how is the train look like and they(especially joanne) always wanted to follow me bc to kel.They can see how is the train look like from my blog.

tempat tidur

my tempat tidur

lots of stuff

1laptop,two mineral waters,1pop corn,

2bags,2 magazines,1 mouse..bla bla bla

Hungry!!bought a mee goreng in train..look nice!

super oily but i still finished it

nothing to do.GAMES

The feeling was sucks when u left someone vr important for u and bc to hometown.Honesstly my feeling was vr down n blur.I were sitting or laying alone in the train ,reading the magazine, eating the popcorn alone,coughing like hell n missing her badly and nothing u can do about it.I hate alone..and i hate i left malacca jus like tat.Somehow I hope she was in the train with me..

2008-12-27T09:13:00.002+08:00

I just received a call when I was sleeping just now.It was 845am..and it was called from most important woman for me, my mum.I was wondering why my mum called me when i looked at my phone's screen.
''Hello...Hao,ni zai na li ?''mum asked.

''wo zai jia,zai malacca''.blur-ing while answered my mum.

''wo zai yi yuan(Hospital)", my mum told me. HAH!! Why my mum was in the hospital in the morning? Tis make me nervous n wat happen to her or my family members.My mum said she in Perdana Hospital now and later going to do an operation.WAT!!OPERATION?! My mum fell down and hurted her left hand last few days.She tot nothing serious and the next day her hand was pain.She went hospital n check and her hand or bone has a little crack.Last few day??Why my family didnt tell me?And Im the last one to know about it before the few hours my mum going to the operation room.My mum dowan to let me worry n asked me nonit to bc KEL.It jus a small operation.But after tat her hand kena balut for one month la..haizz

I'm worrying.........Hope she'll b fine..love you mum!

2008-12-22T15:24:00.003+08:00

''if you leave me tonight,I'll wake up alone,

don't tell me I will make it on my own,

don't leave me tonight,

this heart of stone will sing till it dies

if you leave me tonight''

I love tis song vr vr much!!ADDICTED!!!

It's awesome...''Stay close,don't go'' by Secondhand Serenade

Crush

2008-12-08T16:59:00.003+08:00

This song is just for *you*
Wish you listen to it one day

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take'
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever..

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Langkawi-The Episod 2

2008-11-28T13:46:00.020+08:00

After we checked in our room and took our shower, and everything was done,our trip ''started''.Our first destination-LANGKAWI CABLE CAR.Someone said that the cable car in Genting is scary but i think the cable car in Langkawi was 100 times scary..haha.However,it was a nice place to go n we visited thr around.It was really fun and u can see the whole Langkawi when u are standing at the up of the hill.

Our Best Tour Guides
Welcome to Langkawi Cable Car

tis pretty concerned about the operation of the cable car

Bincang bout tonite's programme

SO so so High!!!

Just imagine if ur cable car fall

The bridge,but it didnt open =(

652.5 meter

*Us*

2nd part

Nice bridge but not available for that day

the pretty jac at the 710m above the sea level

*7 of us*
ju,amy,jac,kath,mango,ee,xiao er

To be continue

Langkawi-The Episod 1

2008-11-26T20:31:00.005+08:00

Before the skol open,I went to Langkawi wv my frens on the 5th Nov.Oh gosh,this trip make me totally broke because I finished my pocket money when i was in KL n this Langkawi's trip.

It was a 3 days 2 nights trip n I enjoyed it vr much!!Our bus departed from Malacca at 930pm and we reached Kuala Perlis 6 in the morning.We had to hang around at the jetty thr jus to wait for the 1st ferry at 8am.

Langkawi

7 of us rented a Serena

*Awana Hotel*

*Awana Hotel*

*Guys' Room*

To be continue

2008-11-11T00:22:00.006+08:00

This surpose to be write on last week but i was busy..

I came bc early from kel to malacca b4 the skol open.I went to KL for few days and bc to malacca.My house was damn messy tat time.My roommate called me n said my house's living room was banjir when i was in KL.I was wondering how the living room can banjir ar?Luckily my roommate bc to malacca one day earlier than me n he cleaned it.

My house was totally messy because we put our bag n luggages at the living room.Everything was messy la!!

My another housemate bc after the day i bc to malacca.Opz,his gf came bc v him and u know why?His gf (yuki) came to malacca to help him cleaned his room.Aiyo,his gf so good la.His gf cleaned his room n also cleaned the living room.She mopped the floor,threw the rubbish,cleaned the house,washed the baju....non stop leh!!

the evidences

damn messy

She was so good.

See see see..Did ur gf do so?
Get a gf like her!!!

2008-10-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

FINALLY..FINALLY..FINALLY..

Finally I finished my exam..hehe.My last paper IB(international business) was on the 18th Oct.

Oh god..my exam was suck.There were few subject I coundn't do it and I think I surpose to prepare for my suppl d.Before that,I ll pray everyday to make sure that the god let me pass my exam tis time.Oh god..please let me pass the subjects tat I mentioned.I think most of the people will do the same action just like me when the result can be check after two weeks from now..haha.I just do the same thing right now to show that my sincerity.

Im in my hometown now.Tis is my 1st time I bc to Kelantan on the same day after my exam.I didn't stay in malacca for few days to go to holiday with my frens.Tis time was special..I backed to kelantan by plane..My mom offered me to take plane when she knew that i havent buy my train ticket.Besides,i think my mom miss me coz I didint bc to kelantan when Hari Raya.I stayed in malacca and ''study"..=p and I have to go to KL to buy the ticket n I dunno is there any ticket avaible.Luckily my kelantan fren who study in MMU back by plane.So i asked and bought the plane ticket and we balik together.We hang around in LCCT for 3 hours and nothing to do there.We online in LCCT and did something funny and stupid^^

There must be something good and samething bad..i mean not everything going to be good and some must be sacrifice.The balik kampung's fee for me tis time is around RM250++.The plane ticket was RM180++ because I bought it two days ago ~ plus the bus ticket to seremban and taxi fee,makan MCD in LCCT..RM250 was gone in a few hours.Ada lagi la..some of my frens in malacca went to Pure last nite and I missed it. They phoned to me when i reached kelantan and kacau me.

Everything's fine now.Im happy coz i reached kelantan and I meet my parents.Missing them when i was in malacca.AND now I'm in my sweet home,relaxing ,enjoying, boring-ing ,lying on bed and writing my blog.It's time for me to sleep.Tomorrow will be a "busy'' day =)

Wedding~Wedding

2008-09-21T19:47:00.015+08:00

Finally,I"M BACK. It's been a long while i din update my blog. It was more than a month and I was busy with my assignments, midterm test, and event for my major subject-International Business. These photoes and blog suppose to be post on the 1st september but i was totally busy.

It's all about my cousin's wedding.My big cousin wedding in KL on 30th August in 海外天in Subang Parade.I took many photoes with my cousins and with my parents. My brother was not in the picture because he was in Kelantan tat time,having exam.HAHA,pity my brother!! It was not often my family could take photo together coz my sis and I was studying in KL and Malacca.While now my brother was not there,nx time took with him.The food in the restaurant were nice and I kept eating with my cousin.We had a lot fun there. Keep eating and drinking there...syok!!

2008-08-07T11:56:00.002+08:00

WHY DID I POST TIS VIDEO IN MY BLOG?!

I was looking for my mom's video clip in youtube.SURPRISE?!Why my mom has video clip in youtube?HAHA..I was surprise too when i knew about that.Let's the story begin^^,I knew it when i backed to my hometown for holiday in May..Once I step into my house,I saw a laptop(compaq) and a HP printer on a new table which beside the old and freaking .WAHHH,''Im going to have a new laptop and mine ll be given to my sista..GREAT!!'' Tat's what i was thinking during time.After that,I just knew that the laptop was not for me and not for my sista.For my brother?NO NO NO,is for my mom..and my mom bought it in KL.OMG..my mom was using a laptop and she didnt tell me before.

Why did my mom buy a laptop for her?She bought it just wana do her stuff and upload video in youtube. YOUTUBE ya!!!What video is tat?My mom uploaded her line dance video in youtube and shared the video v her friends(she's a line dance teacher).GENG lahh..my mom knew how to upload leh..Her eldest son also dunno how to upload..so malu !!

My mom just posted it few days ago and i upload it because i saw a gal inside the video.A VIP for me.Tis is the reason I put it in my blog..MUAHAHA =D She didnt know I have a blog and I will put it in my blog.It's ok.She wont know bout tis blog.

Tis video named Genghis Khan and danced by many beautiful auntie and ladies thr.WATCH IT!

Babyface

2008-08-04T14:52:00.001+08:00

I think every guys shud listen to tis song.

Even im just 21,I love 70's..90's songs which always the best.This song is awesome and so touching..it is so inspiring..amazing how just he is using the guitar for solo and make tis song best ever.What a preformance,band n the Babyface!!!

Ladies n gentlemen, BABYFACE-SORRY FOR THE STUPID THINGS

I love Babyface!!

Girls and Boys Must Read

2008-07-23T01:39:00.004+08:00

小心讀每一個，再用一兩秒想一想

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when
we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting
and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Normal Day

2008-07-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

It was just a normal day..
Normal day,normal life..
I feel boring here and now I m alone at home.Life is damn boring..

Today, I ponteng my tut class (Human Resource) at 9 in the morning..I felt vr tired after I woke up. My bed was calling me and it was nice if I slept bc.(It is reali nice). I was thinking tat it was my first time ponteng class in tis sem..DUN WORI Justin, you can ask ur fren to sign for you. YA RIGHT!! =) I msg my fren and I owe him once.Then, i switched off my alarm and slept bc to continue my dream.

2 hours class after I woke up..break den continue one hour tut class den break again..den 2 hours class again..Today classes were nice.I didn’t pay attention in class and I kept chatting v my fren.(Morning class).Erm..good student!! We talked about the delicious food in Malacca..satay..dim sum,,roti canai..bla bla bla. It makes me so hungry and wat did I do? I ate mentos as my breakfast.I did it for few days ord..not bad rite!

I like Mr Halim’s class( IB class).I like to attend his class and never ponteng..NEVER!! It was the interesting parts when he talked bout the oil price, US currency ,gold and bla bla bla~ but sumtimes he likes to talk bout things which are not related to the topics.. show off ya..sumtimes SS also..haha.

My class ended and I walked bc home. I repeated the same things every day.I sleep, eat, online..everyday doing the same things..OMG!

Now wat..this coming Saturday and Sunday Im going to be alone at home. My housemates are going to KL coz they parents come n visit them from Sarawak. Wat can I do at home? I sure ll boring til die la tis time~~haha

~end by j'u~

Surprise

2008-07-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

OMG..my mummy surprised me last nite.wat did she do til make me shocked !!! Buy car for me? Buy house for me? Add my pocket money? Kena loteri ? I dun think you can guess it right. Even my friend also cant guess it right ..haha

Yesterday morning, My mummy called me. We just chat like usual in phone and she said me din phone them for a long time.HAHA.. it's true coz I seldom call my mum and dad. Once I have enuff pocket money and my life in Malacca is good(sumtimes boring also), i wont ''kacau"" them one..If my pocket money is empty, den Im sure ll miss my mum coz she is the one who always bank in the money to me..haha..Oh ya, I ll miss my dad too tat time! Den I ll phone my mum everyday coz I miss her..=D talk to her,say I miss her, miss my daddy, miss my POCKET MONEY!!

When we were going to end our conversation, my mummy suddenly ask me "do you hv gf"? HAH!!wat a question? I was totally surprise v the question.My mummy reali shocked me. She asked me b4 but what i surprise was she sound like nothing for her if I hv gf now. My mummy and daddy always ask me to get a gf after I finish my study.And now wat..she changes her mind? What make her to change her mind? Sorry mummy, I dun hv gf now. My mummy din believe me la, sha said I tipu her.

Guess wat..my mum not just ask me for once. She asked me twice in a day. In the evening, my mum phoned to me again. She told me tat my big cousin bro is going to marry. WAT!! This also shocked me la..When did my cousin has a gf? I cant imagine he has a gf and how's his gf look like..and not only this . My another cousin going to marry too and the wedding is just the next two day after my big cousin wedding.WAU..I hv 4 cousins going to marry this year.. busy year la. Then, my mum asked me again ''you reali dun hv gf ''? ''Yes mummy, ur good son dun hv gf. I asked my mum why u ask so. She said tat she just simply ask and told me to find a good good good gf bla bla bla..HAHA, it means tat my mum allows me to have gf in my study..great ya!

-End of the surprising day-

I update my blog

2008-06-28T00:38:00.002+08:00

DIY TEDDY TROOP

I just updated my blog and I added some links in my blog..the links tat i added are quite nice and funny."I WAN THEM" is wat I want.I like the clothes,jeans and shoes.I REALLY WANT THEM..pls buy for me..haha! ''I LIKE FUN'',you can play games and some funny comic inside while for ''I LIKE THIS THIS"",there a re many websites which are related to art,graphics,illustrations,toy toy,lifestyle products and bla bla bla..y dun u go and check it out?!

Check it out for the urban messenger..u can find funny pictures and words ..talking bout the society around the world and how do the people pass their messages and wat message their want to send to the others!

Look at the pic above..SO CUTE!I wish to have one la..I got this pic from the website name Vinylpulse.It is a toys website and many designers show their projects through tis website ..end!

2008-06-20T03:29:00.003+08:00

SURPRISE!!! WHO IS THIS?WHO DRAW IT?
HAHA..thanks for my friend,Miss Momo for drawing a nice pic to me.Im her first customer and she is my first art designer..Tat y i get free of charge (PERCUMA.. =D ).She said she just simply draw it and not nice.I think it is nice.Hope Miss Momo can draw more and more for me ya^^
i very like it and appreciate it a lot!!

: : Life's going to be sxxks : :

2008-06-17T01:40:00.005+08:00

I just realiased that the life is so tough when there is no transport for me in my campus's life.My two housemates have their industry trainning and they are the only two perosn who have cars..but now there is nothing in malacca..no transport!!!Oh my god..Start from today,I have to spend most of my time alone when i go to take my dinner and lunch.I cant go to restaurant take my dinner anymore..just can go to the mamak stall nearby,u center and no more place to go..aiks!

Life's going to be sucks...There are many things i cant do without transport..U know wat,last nite i went out alone to bungkus my dinner..damn pity(i think is pity la).WHERE IS MY HOUSEMATES ?There r two housemate stay together v me now..Jacky has his own time n programme,he need to take his dinner v his gf..while his bro's jeff,busy with dota and his friends.Rasa sunyi dan sepi la apabila makan seorang.

Izit sound serious?It is for me..coz I hate to be alone and eat alone,I hate the life without transport.How r those students live without cars ah?How ah?How ah?Guess wat is the most serious one..The class just start for one days only I sudah tak boleh tahan..How do I gonna live for the rest of the days ah?I cant go to eat supper far far away from my campus d..I cant go to eat duck mee..I cant go to OLD TOWN yam cha..cant go to jonker..no laksa..no cendol..no bak kut teh..no breakfast..no dim sum..no supper...

HABISLAH!!!

''Although the price of petrol keep increasing,Im willing to pay for the petrol ..GIVE ME A CAR PLS"

: : Sushi Zan Mei : :

2008-06-15T23:24:00.004+08:00

Sashimi Salad Rm12.80

KAkiage Don RM8.80 (small)
Ebidon RM8.80(small)

I went to KL on thursday tis 12/6 for four days because damn boring in malacca.I stayed in fren's house and on thursday nite i went to ONe U .There is a sushi restaurant thr called ""Sushi Zan MEi'' and chinese called 寿司三味.I wonder there were many ppl enjoyed their food there...me cant tahan and asked my fren go to try for it =)

I like sushi zan mei..u noe y..its menu is nice..haha.clourful menu,colourful photoes and food..air liur pun keluar!!!I ordered an Ebidon and my fren ordered a Kakiage Don.Excuse me waiter:ALL SMALL SIZE PLS!
We were hungry and order the food which hv rice inside,we takut to order the large size one coz we scared cant finish it..Besides the Ebidon,i ordered a Sashimi Salad..tak boleh tahan juga la coz it's look nice!My fren ordered a TAMAGO sushi..OHH,quite cheap ya compare v other sushi restaurant..RM1.60 only!

2008-06-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

My smallest aunt give me tis (japanese candie) after his husband back from Japan.I just undertand a few chinese words and other words me memang tak faham.It is honey flavour and I very like it.I dunno whether Malaysia has sell tis candie or not .But it makes me tak berat hati to eat it..because one day i can eat five of it..haha.HOW AR!Beside this candies,I receive chocolate too which also bought from Japan.I havent try it.I think the choc ll be my supper in malacca ..no transport (In malacca) =nO supper..haih!

: : Tha! Food : :

2008-06-05T21:32:00.003+08:00

Last night my family andI celebrated my mommy's birthday in Tanah Merah.
Even though the journey take us 45 minutes to reach thr,it's restaurant that me always go when I bc to KEL.

*MENU
-Steam sotong(favourite)
-Prawn v tang hun(favourite)
-Steam fish
-bla bla bla...

SO many nice food thr...nx time go again!!!! XD

~END~

: : MAMEE : :

2008-06-02T16:17:00.005+08:00

*MAMEE*

One of my favourite's snack when i was a kid..I bought it when I was on the way bc to KEL.

It's just like the vitamin for all the kid.I like the sticer inside it..shining and cute!!

I ate three or four packets one day just to get the stickers..

There is a small packet of ''ajilamoto'' inside the MAMEE..

open it and pour inside the MAMEE..goyang goyang then eat..SO NICE!^^

: :Exam : :

2008-05-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

The suffer days in May..suffer suffer suffer!!I think it was 430am d..still studied for Financial Accounting.

Damn sleepy tat time la..gonna drink LiViTa to keep myself awake..oh god,still have a lot to study.

9am exam..me never slept for tat nite..not nite..is morning already..haiz!!my eyes automatically ll closed and like Ihuey said,I gonna open my eyes manually..These suffer days going to be continue for one more week..aiks!

：：天使：：

2008-05-11T00:39:00.005+08:00

用全部的时间等待第二次机会
因为逃避能使一切更好总是有理由说感觉不够好
在一日将尽之时觉得难过 ...
我需要散散心，或是一个美丽的解脱
回忆自我的血管渗出让我体内空无一物了无牵挂 ...

也许今晚可以得到一些平静
在天使的怀里...
远离黑暗阴冷的旅馆房间和你惧怕的无穷无尽
你在无声的幻梦残骸中被拉起在天使的怀里
愿你能得到安慰 ...

厌倦了走直线你转弯的每一个地方
总有秃鹰和小偷跟在后面
暴风雨仍肆虐不止你仍在建构谎言
以弥补你所欠缺的 '
但那于事无补，在逃避一次
会使人更容易相信
在这甜蜜的疯狂光荣的忧伤里
使我额首屈膝

在天使的怀里飞离此地......

：：幸福的开始：：

2008-05-06T16:05:00.003+08:00

这是。。。幸福的开始

一口一口地蛋糕。。一点一滴的幸福。。

过程。。。

剩下的蛋糕。。不是代表幸福不会发生在我们身上

而是。。我们已拥有了那甜蜜的幸福

: : my supper : :

2008-05-06T03:50:00.001+08:00

Guess wat flavour of cake inside it

one cup of orange juice+ SR's cake= supper!

：：天空：：

2008-05-05T01:20:00.004+08:00

天空的变化
真的有如爱情效应里的甜酸苦辣？
不是彩虹出来的时候才是爱情故事里浪漫的开始
不是下雨天才能证明受到爱情的挫折
雨过天晴也未必是一件好事。。

我在干嘛？说了要早睡。。
我应该要睡了。。

: : jonker walk : :

2008-04-28T03:05:00.004+08:00

this photo is edit by my friend,huey.

I took these photoes in jonker on saturday at 530pm til..

im not just sitting at the same place..

i jalan here jalan there..spent all my money ..Makan makan dan jalan jalan..

this was how i spent my half day in jonker

: : tHe cHocz : :

2008-04-24T19:14:00.003+08:00

she 's the sweetes drugs

hows the taste for tis chocolate but I never try b4.

I just bought it.

You can get it from dataran Pahlwan in Malacca-CHOCZ

LOOK nice!

: : where'd you go? : :

2008-04-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

WHERE were you when I was alone?

: : Top of Malacca : :

2008-04-20T02:38:00.008+08:00

I was wondering how is the view of Malacca at nite?

MUST try it again!

shin ying and I

the view on the top of the tower.
U must try it when u visit Malacca

110 meters high of Malacca's view
It is 4.30pm and 19th April!
2nd day the tower of Malacca launched.
^^we were lucky^^

: :24 hours: :

2008-04-17T22:21:00.007+08:00

Every place has 7eleven..24 hours mamak stalls..

GUESS wat i found..24 hours SANTAN SEGAR in Malacca..not bad hah!

2008-03-20T21:53:00.007+08:00

~the way back to malacca ~it was my first time that i bc alone by bus

I was alone and just woke up in the bus..Before tat ,it was special day for me..just met a girl in KL.. funny and nice.. wish to see her again^^

Captured it in the bus.I like the view and the colour of the sky..