「你確定你要跟我交往?」
「嗯。」我點點頭她猶豫了一下…「那有一個條件…」
「什麼?」「明年的今天我們要分手。」
「什麼?」還沒開始交往就談分手真新鮮
「到底要不要?」「為什麼?」
「因為我還年輕,不想現在就被愛套住一輩子。」
跟她認識是在兩個月前。
當天我們兩個匆匆忙忙的要去圖書館,在門口剛好〝撞個正著〞。
她很生氣的說「你不知道女士優先嗎?」
「妳不知道現在講求男女平等嗎?」我也不服氣的問她雖然以身材看,我當然佔了優勢。
本來是要道歉的,看到她這麼咄咄逼人,我忍不住也頂了回去。
「ㄟˊ~你不是我們班上那個自以為很帥,長的很占空間的許彥平?」
「什麼自以為啊?像你這種醜小鴨我根本不記得班上有妳這個人。」
我長得又高又瘦,電腦一級棒,又是籃球校隊的隊員。
而且我還會彈鋼琴ㄟ~連我都很佩服我自己。
這不是自大!是自信!她插著腰皺著眉
「說的也是,臉皮厚的人給人家的印象總是比較深刻嘛~」
挖?飌?#$&從那刻開始,我們兩個沒一刻不吵,一見面得鬥他個三分鐘以上可是住一切在別人眼中全成了〝打情罵俏〞。
「我就算沒長眼也不會看上她這個〝虎罷母〞。」
「我也沒興趣讓大豬公喜歡上我。」
「……。」無言。
其實她人緣不錯,班上很多人都跟她打成一片,她開朗、不做作。
但是!他唯獨對我老是那種氣死人的態度。
但是在不知不覺中,跟她鬥嘴變成一種很自然、很輕鬆的事…有時候看她跟其他人鬥嘴,心裡竟會泛起酸酸的感覺……
天氣漸涼,我摸摸自己的額頭…「有一點熱說…。」
最後我還是決定去練籃球。跑在體育館的地板上,身體有點不聽使喚,女生的尖叫聲此時變的很刺耳。
我跟著隊友回防「彥平~接著!」我一個不留神,被籃球打中,跌坐在地板上。
一夥人一轟而上,突然從人群中冒出一個人,拉著我說「還坐在這幹嘛?去保健室啊。」
是她…他跟我那群圍著我的隊友說「你們繼續練吧,我扶他去保健室啦。」
為什麼沒有人阻止她?「我還可以走,我說妳…不怕被上面那群女生殺?
「啊~?什麼?」她眨眨眼,一臉疑?b。
真是個笨蛋……。
到了保健室「我說你幹嘛愛逞強?被球砸到還跌倒,真夠你的丟臉了。」
她就不能說點別的嗎?她摸摸我的額頭,我嚇了一跳「妳怎麼知道我發燒?」
「筊杯。」她說的理所當然我一臉受不了的樣子
「耍笨啊?」「沒啦,因為你今天看起來很沒精神啊,罵起來很沒感覺。」這也能算理由?…
我看著她發呆的臉,突然很想、很想把她佔為己有。
「羽澄…當我的女朋友,好嗎?…」
「看吧,我就知道你們兩個一定有問題。」
我摟著她「有什麼問題?」
「冤家變親家喔~」旁邊的人跟著起鬨冬天的時候抱著她真的很舒服,她呵呵的笑著。
我不知道她怎麼處理我的那些〝倒貼貼紙〞,只知道那些似乎難不倒她。
我喜歡騎著我的機車載她回家,她本來還不肯,因為有捷運。
但是…我喜歡她緊張時緊緊的抱著我, 當然我不會跟她說我這種有點色色的感覺。
跟她說,她大概會笑著罵我說〝大色豬〞~12月將至,街上已經處處瀰漫著聖誕節的味道了。她最近感覺一直瞞著我偷偷進行什麼事,我當然沒問,因為…裝傻啊~我知道我的?
秅擐b12月,她如果不是在忙我的事,我大概會…抓狂吧。
「走吧、走吧~」放學她就拉著我走。
我裝傻的說「去哪啊?放學要乖乖回家喔。」
她搥我,嘟著嘴說「你再裝嘛!好~那我回家啦~」
「啊啊~賣啦,大姊。」我抱住她不讓她走她拍拍我的臉
「那還不快走?」
「去哪裡?」
「去看海啊~你不是很喜歡海嗎?我發現一個很漂亮的地方喔。」
「這種天氣妳會感冒的。」
「安啦~我的身體健康的很,走啦~」
我們搭火車來到基隆,她熟稔的繞過幾條街,人漸漸稀少…。
「你看~快看啊。」望著深藍色的海,遠處的燈火依稀點綴著海岸線,天上竟露出幾顆星星。海浪拍打著海岸,風的聲音在耳邊環繞…。
「欸,看呆啦?呵呵~」
她握著我的手,「好漂亮…。」
「當然,我找了好久ㄟ。」她放開我的手,在包包裡頭找東西我看著她
「妳在找什麼?」她從包包拿出兩支蠟燭,一包東西。她點燃一支蠟燭,
然後說「我只拿兩支蠟燭,一支代表你,一支代表我。」
她指著她沒燃起的蠟燭說「這支是你,我不?n燃燒,因為我會用生命為你點亮黑夜喔。
當我燃燒完時…」她打開那包東西「我用我的心為你織一條圍巾,這樣你就不會冷了。」
我緊緊的抱著她,心中的感動我說不出口
「傻瓜,我只會怕你冷。」我輕輕覆上她的唇……
竟忽略了她所說的話…是多麼的苦…。
聖誕節到了,剛過完生日沒多久,她說不想大肆慶祝。
於是我們去華納看了一場電影,然後去清大看夜景
。她依偎著我「如果台北下一場雪就好了。」
「呵呵~下雪幹麻?」
「我想化成雪,而且是那種溫暖的雪喔。」
「恩…然後呢?」
「然後啊…覆蓋在台北,因為你住在台北。」
「傻瓜。我已經有圍巾啦,不怕冷了。」
她沒有回話,靜靜的問我說「平…我問你喔…」
「恩,給妳問。」
我把他摟進我的外套裡,她的臉埋在我的胸口「你會愛我多久?」
我楞了一下,我知道很多女生都會問這個但是…,我怎麼覺得她問的…很苦?
我想了想…「我會愛妳到妳不再愛我為止。」
「你說的喔…愛我到我不再愛你為止…。」我突然感覺胸口一陣濕潤我慌了,第一次看她哭
「妳怎麼了?是不是哪裡不舒服啊?」
她笑著說「沒啦~我太感動了嘛。呵呵~」
很快的新的一年又到了,我們一如往常,感情越來越好。
有時候我們會因為對方吃點小醋,吵點架,卻依然很甜蜜。
當初有些不看好我們的同學,現在]只能在旁羨慕。
今天一早,門鈴突然響起。從桃園上台北讀書,所以我一個人在外頭租房子。
假日早上門鈴就大響,我拖著半睡半醒的身子起身開門。
「誰啊~?啊,怎麼是妳?」
我打開門她不說話,跟著我進了家門。
坐到沙發上後,她臉色凝重的說「我們分手吧。」
我楞在那,這句台詞在電視的肥皂劇場看到,怎麼現在換成我?
「妳是開玩笑的還是哪根螺絲掉了?」我生氣的問她
「我是認真的。」她低著頭
「發生什麼事了嗎?昨天不是還好好的?」我盡量壓低我的怒氣她雙手握著,依然低著頭
「是啊,但是我今天是很認真的…」
「認真個屁!」我忍不住罵出口她突然抬起頭說「認真的過愚人節啊~哈哈~」
她撲上我,調皮的抱著我「愚人節快樂喔~」
我捏著她的臉「快樂個頭啊,拜託一下,不要一早就來嚇人好不好?」
「啊啊~好痛?捸I」她打著我的肩膀「誰叫妳要開這種玩笑。」
「你好生氣喔。」
「廢話!沒事說要分手,你電視劇看太多啊?」
「我很認真的跟你過每個節日ㄟ,怎麼可以罵我~」
她離開我的大腿上,跟我扮了個鬼臉,我起身追著她跑
「妳不要跑,氣死我了。」
我指著床對面的她「哈哈~才不理你呢。年老盛衰喔你。」
我賊賊的笑,跑了過去,她當然馬上躲,我伸手攔住她這就是欄球技巧上的〝假動作〞啦~我現在把它發揮的淋漓盡至她被我壓在床上動彈不得
「看妳往哪跑。」
她不說話,我低頭看她,發現她臉色蒼白
「妳怎麼了?哪裡不舒服?」
我起身扶著她,她摸著胸口,喘喘氣「沒啦,氣喘啊,沒事的。」
「對不起,我忘了妳有氣喘…。」
「迷關係啦~走吧,我們一起去吃早餐。」
「嗯。」
感覺上怪怪的,但是…大概是我想太多了吧。
秋天到了,提醒著我她的生日將近,也提醒著我一年的期限快到了…。
不知道她忘了沒,我現在當然很後悔當初為什麼要答應她。
不過看她也沒記起的跡象…大概她自己也忘了吧。
「彥平、彥平大事不好了~」小黑?^匆從教室外跑進來
「幹嘛?是賓拉登要攻美了,還是舒琪要退出演藝圈?」
「你還有那個心情開玩笑?羽澄在走廊昏倒了。」
「什麼?你說什麼?」
我衝出教室,一把抱起昏倒的她,直往醫院衝我的直覺告訴我,這絕不是平凡的昏倒,不安的神經不停跳動…
「拜託妳可千萬別出事…。」
手術燈亮起,我坐在外頭靜靜的等。
不知道過了多久,醫生從門的另一邊把她推出來。
她口上帶著氧氣罩,掛著點滴,臉色很白。
「你就是許彥平吧。
醫生在我未開口前打斷了我我驚訝的看著他「你怎麼知道?」
「我當然知道,我是她的主治醫師。她常常提起你…。」
「主治醫師?什麼意思?她不是很健康?怎麼…」他搖頭
「那是因為她一直沒告訴你,她不是氣喘,而是心臟病。」
「你、你胡說什麼?…」
「我沒有胡說,她的生命已經所剩不多了,好好把握吧。」
我顫抖,無法接受這突來的消息…
不久後,她的家人也趕來了。
她母親看著我,摸著我了臉說「孩子…不要難過,因為你,羽澄才能把她最後的生命活得這麼漂亮…。」
我的淚終於不爭氣的流了下來……。
之後的日子,我都待在醫院裡陪她。
她一直要我去上課,但是我在教室根本無心上課,哪怕哪一刻她都將永遠離開我,而我卻見不著她最後一面。她看著天花板,笑著說「我的生日快到了呢。」
「恩,我沒忘。妳是在妳最愛的秋天生的。」
我握著她纖細的手
「而且是在有很多假日的十月喔。謝謝媽媽把我生在這麼棒的月份~」
她呵呵的笑著,我想笑,卻怎麼也笑不出聲音她開朗笑聲的背後,究竟是承擔了多少的苦?
看似堅強,其實卻是最脆…
一群醫生又跑進病房,我丟下手中的東西奔了過去。
?怐騊o病的次數很多,生命就像將燃燒完的蠟燭…蠟燭…。
每次當麻醉藥退的時候,她總是給我一個笑容。
告訴我她沒事。這次她沒有力氣告訴我她沒事,我握緊她的手
「別說話,休息一下。」
醫生告訴我她的時間所剩不多,要我要有心理準備。
我坐在她的床邊,看著她不如以往嬌嫩的容顏,瘦弱的手,憔悴。我無聲的流出淚來,因為我不敢讓她聽見,她都沒哭,我怎能哭。
我低著頭,牆上的中滴答地饗著
「還有一分鐘是我的生日呢。」
「妳怎麼沒睡?」
我嚇了一跳「平…哭的時候要哭出聲音喔…不然會得內傷呢。」
「五、四、三、二、一……碰~祝我生日快樂~」
她開心的笑著「羽澄,」
「恩?」
「嫁給我,好嗎?」我拿出戒指她看著我,流下淚來……「我…我……」「好不好?…」「好……。」
我替她戴上戒指後,她閉上眼,輕輕的說
「平…我要當你的妻子,我下輩子一定要當你的妻子,好不好?」
「好。」
「然後我們要在去看海邊看星星,好不好?」
「好。」
「然後要生兩個孩子,女的叫羽萍,男的叫彥成,好不好?」
「好。」
「下輩子我要愛你到永遠,好不好?」
「好。」
「彥平…。」
「恩?」
「我好累,我想休息一下……。」
「好的,妳可以好好的休息了,羽澄……。」
嗶-----------------------
平:今天我們要分手,這是你自己答應我的,不要忘了。記得你說過,你會愛我到我不愛你為止。從此刻開始,我梁羽澄不再愛你,你也不準再愛我。在我回來愛你之前,不允許你再愛我。請你原諒我的自私,活著的人,總是比較辛苦吧。如果你真的愛我,就不要再愛我了。我們相約在下輩子,不要忘了喔
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Thursday, August 27, 2009
I thought I can save some money for this month. Maybe 300 hundred..200 hundred or 100 hundred but things don't seem to go with what I want. I'm surely going to spend the last RM100 tomorrow for this month and I got nothing left. Oh no...nothing left and Im going to overspend? the posibility is FUCKING high..
August's mission failed and let's start again..It's a must to start again because I have a few things to buy. If anyone of you know how to earn money, please share with me..haha
1.Save money travel to Taiwan or UK(to my baby: I really want to go)
2.white shoes
3.Psp memory card
4.Spec
5.long pant with deep colour
6.t-shirts
7.bag
8.dan sebagainya
Sekian,terima kasih..haha
Friday, August 21, 2009
My new futsal Adidas shoes!! I bought it yesterday and it costs me RM139. I wanted to buy Nike but the price damn expensive. But Adidas not bad also la..can wear it to jalan jalan and shoping..haha.Felt so great while I was playing futsal after two months. Even though I was nafas susah and ran like hell, I played futsal again. I thought I can save some money in this month but it seems like mission failed because I spent for the shoes and the car's battery(RM170). I wish to save as much money as I can so that I can travel to UK. Gonna work harder and save harder to achieve it
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Hi, im here again..i think more than 2 months that i din update my blog tis time. You can see, ''somebody'' said that my blog is boring again..haha.
I have been trainning or practical in insurance company for about 2 months and there are 7 weeks more to go..haiz. I wish that tomorrow is the last day to work at there so that I can go back to Kelantan. I miss my parents..
Actually now is just the starting of the ''war'' and not count down-ing or waiting to celebrate for the end of my internship. It's just starting for me in the company. Many things will happen in the company as i expected from the first two week i entered to the company. And...it's really happened! Hmm...is ok for me coz i already expected it right!
I succeed to pass the insurance exam for the second time last two weeks ago. I thought it may be useful and i can use it to apply jobs nx time. But sometimes we just can't stop something bad to happen and not everything will runs smoothly and follow what you want.( i think it is really bad). Like i just passed a fed up Monday. It was quite funny and angry and i've learned lots of things on tat day.
I learned that there are many kind of human beings with different kind of characteristics with different kind of shape, different kind of talking style, different kind of understanding ability and the last thing is different thickness of FACE from these human being. I didn't learn much related to my course( international business) but i learned something like marketing and the ''people'' in the working place. Some people are allowed to say something which is very creative and inresponsible to you to achieve what they want. Why she said so? I was wondering..For me, she may think we are..stupid..cheap labour or she thinks that every gals or guys at the age of 21 or 22 having the same thinking(stupid thinking)?
Continue...you said that..
''I observed that you have the ability where the other don't have''..''Do you know that you can do it?''..''I think you have to achieve 3 sales''..The worst part--->"Your friends gave me their feedback and ask why u two don't need to sell any insurance? It's unfair for them''.. ''You dun worry about their feedback, dun care what they've said, just do the right thing''..Come on la Miss, do you think Im stupid? I was wondering why you dare to tell me their ''feedback'' in that moment. I was so so so concentrated, listened about what you've just told me.
And you said,
''No matter what, you have to find 3 of your close friends, I wanna meet them.''
Justin said ''My friends are haiving trainning now. All in KL, some in Kelantan."
You said '' Then we go kelantan or KL"
OMG..meet them? You langsung tak faham or didn't listen what I've told u just now. I dun think my friend will like it if suddenly bring someone to meet you especially you want to sell insurance. TAKKAN semata-mata you just wanna treat us eat meh! It seems like pushing my friends to a hole without informing them if I ajak them keluar and let you meet them.. It's like ask them go die..haha. Please la..You kept saying that it's for my own good and you get nothing..You think I stupid meh..Ask my friend to come out..It's easy because they are my friends and not yours. Not everyone will follow you la..You tried to mix with us, like very understanding and talked everything with us. Please la miss, you very ''jia'' loo..actress meh.. we know you got the motive one laa..we give face to you only!
The End..
I just want to share my experience :)
I have been trainning or practical in insurance company for about 2 months and there are 7 weeks more to go..haiz. I wish that tomorrow is the last day to work at there so that I can go back to Kelantan. I miss my parents..
Actually now is just the starting of the ''war'' and not count down-ing or waiting to celebrate for the end of my internship. It's just starting for me in the company. Many things will happen in the company as i expected from the first two week i entered to the company. And...it's really happened! Hmm...is ok for me coz i already expected it right!
I succeed to pass the insurance exam for the second time last two weeks ago. I thought it may be useful and i can use it to apply jobs nx time. But sometimes we just can't stop something bad to happen and not everything will runs smoothly and follow what you want.( i think it is really bad). Like i just passed a fed up Monday. It was quite funny and angry and i've learned lots of things on tat day.
I learned that there are many kind of human beings with different kind of characteristics with different kind of shape, different kind of talking style, different kind of understanding ability and the last thing is different thickness of FACE from these human being. I didn't learn much related to my course( international business) but i learned something like marketing and the ''people'' in the working place. Some people are allowed to say something which is very creative and inresponsible to you to achieve what they want. Why she said so? I was wondering..For me, she may think we are..stupid..cheap labour or she thinks that every gals or guys at the age of 21 or 22 having the same thinking(stupid thinking)?
She said ''Do you think you ajak your friend come out den you bring me along?''
Justin ''Hah..I dun think it's a good idea.. It's weird and uncomfortable suddenly i bring you to meet my friend.Especially you are going to talk about insurance(your motive)..my friend now just started working and some even dun hv enuff money to spend..''
She said '' Who said they cant save the money..RM120 in a month, hmm..RM4 per day! You think they can't save it. Sure they can..They can't do anything with the Rm4 in a day.''
(Yes Miss..yes miss.. I kept looking at her and listened to what she told me..agreed what she said and like I am on your side)
Continue...you said that..
''I observed that you have the ability where the other don't have''..''Do you know that you can do it?''..''I think you have to achieve 3 sales''..The worst part--->"Your friends gave me their feedback and ask why u two don't need to sell any insurance? It's unfair for them''.. ''You dun worry about their feedback, dun care what they've said, just do the right thing''..Come on la Miss, do you think Im stupid? I was wondering why you dare to tell me their ''feedback'' in that moment. I was so so so concentrated, listened about what you've just told me.
And you said,
''No matter what, you have to find 3 of your close friends, I wanna meet them.''
Justin said ''My friends are haiving trainning now. All in KL, some in Kelantan."
You said '' Then we go kelantan or KL"
OMG..meet them? You langsung tak faham or didn't listen what I've told u just now. I dun think my friend will like it if suddenly bring someone to meet you especially you want to sell insurance. TAKKAN semata-mata you just wanna treat us eat meh! It seems like pushing my friends to a hole without informing them if I ajak them keluar and let you meet them.. It's like ask them go die..haha. Please la..You kept saying that it's for my own good and you get nothing..You think I stupid meh..Ask my friend to come out..It's easy because they are my friends and not yours. Not everyone will follow you la..You tried to mix with us, like very understanding and talked everything with us. Please la miss, you very ''jia'' loo..actress meh.. we know you got the motive one laa..we give face to you only!
The End..
I just want to share my experience :)
Friday, June 5, 2009
It's been a long time I didint update my blog because hmm..i was busy, lots of assignments, nothing to update and got no photos to update my blog..haha. ''Why your blog so boring wannnnnnnnnn", My baby was complaining my blog is so boring and wrote on my wall in facebook.
Since my internship start on 8th June and I am so boring at home. It's time for me to update my blog. I got plenty of time to write for my blog but i didint kno wat should i write. The first thing I wrote is to wish my dearest mom happy birthday and I gave her a super big present which I bet she never imagine it before and is totally different from the previous year.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MOMMY!
It's 3:13am now.You are stuying just in front of me. We are so close yet so far. Do you know that looking at you through the webcam is a ''must'' for me everyday. 9 days baby girl..9 days more I will be looking at you in front of me and not through the webcam. I just can't wait to see u!
Tomorrow is your last paper baby. You'll be free and can enjoy with frens after finish yor exam at 12pm. I know you can do it, right. I will pray hard for you so that your exam will be fine. You will do great.
love you
Since my internship start on 8th June and I am so boring at home. It's time for me to update my blog. I got plenty of time to write for my blog but i didint kno wat should i write. The first thing I wrote is to wish my dearest mom happy birthday and I gave her a super big present which I bet she never imagine it before and is totally different from the previous year.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MOMMY!
It's 3:13am now.You are stuying just in front of me. We are so close yet so far. Do you know that looking at you through the webcam is a ''must'' for me everyday. 9 days baby girl..9 days more I will be looking at you in front of me and not through the webcam. I just can't wait to see u!
Tomorrow is your last paper baby. You'll be free and can enjoy with frens after finish yor exam at 12pm. I know you can do it, right. I will pray hard for you so that your exam will be fine. You will do great.
love you
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
19th FEB 2009
Helloo people,I'm back.It's been a long while my blog was in the sleeping mode and now it's back.I had a wonderful birthday with lots of frens and housemates and we celebrated our birthday in my house.Thank you so much to them for celebrating birthday with me :) The 'Big Party' started at 1030pm and everybody was ready because 'gan chiong' to drink the liquor.There was just some foods like chicken nuggets.fish nuggets and....no more but....there were many drinks in the party!
We played games with card.U gonna drink when u get the 4th J and i tak kena..haha
Is you!!
Thank you all my frens for the great wishes..appreciate it alots!!
And you my baby girl..thank you for everything b.
You know wat..i was waiting for your call during thr whole party.Even though you couldn't celebrate birthday with me, the best moment is the song that u sang to me and talked to you in phone.It was the great moment on that day and you make me keep smiling on the phone :)
And now I'm chatting v you in msn.I skipped my class and write someting on my blog.You said my blog is boring..haha.So i gonna update it.It's 1am in cardiff.You told me you are tired and u need to rush for ur assignment.I want you to do it and sleep earlier but I just don't want to end our conversation.
1o6 days..
..I miss you baby,love you even more.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
I jus reached my hometown few days ago,it was 15th january.My housemates bc to kel n Sawarak earlier than me n i was alone at home.I supposed bc to kel mayb on 13th or 14th Jan but i purposely bc to malacca jus because of someone.Wanna give her a surprise but it failed and suddenly she gave me a surprise when i reached malacca tat nite!haha.
I was vr lucky coz my frens fetched me to Tampin's railway station.Maybe purposely or mayb Not..because few frens went to tampin and they wanted to eat the Tampin's satay,not jus want to accompany me la..haha.
I took some pictures in the train b'coz my frens in malacca dunno how is the train look like and they(especially joanne) always wanted to follow me bc to kel.They can see how is the train look like from my blog.
I was vr lucky coz my frens fetched me to Tampin's railway station.Maybe purposely or mayb Not..because few frens went to tampin and they wanted to eat the Tampin's satay,not jus want to accompany me la..haha.
I took some pictures in the train b'coz my frens in malacca dunno how is the train look like and they(especially joanne) always wanted to follow me bc to kel.They can see how is the train look like from my blog.
tempat tidur
my tempat tidur
lots of stuff
lots of stuff
2bags,2 magazines,1 mouse..bla bla bla
Hungry!!bought a mee goreng in train..look nice!
super oily but i still finished it
nothing to do.GAMES
The feeling was sucks when u left someone vr important for u and bc to hometown.Honesstly my feeling was vr down n blur.I were sitting or laying alone in the train ,reading the magazine, eating the popcorn alone,coughing like hell n missing her badly and nothing u can do about it.I hate alone..and i hate i left malacca jus like tat.Somehow I hope she was in the train with me..
The feeling was sucks when u left someone vr important for u and bc to hometown.Honesstly my feeling was vr down n blur.I were sitting or laying alone in the train ,reading the magazine, eating the popcorn alone,coughing like hell n missing her badly and nothing u can do about it.I hate alone..and i hate i left malacca jus like tat.Somehow I hope she was in the train with me..
Saturday, December 27, 2008
I just received a call when I was sleeping just now.It was 845am..and it was called from most important woman for me, my mum.I was wondering why my mum called me when i looked at my phone's screen.
''Hello...Hao,ni zai na li ?''mum asked.
''wo zai jia,zai malacca''.blur-ing while answered my mum.
''wo zai yi yuan(Hospital)", my mum told me. HAH!! Why my mum was in the hospital in the morning? Tis make me nervous n wat happen to her or my family members.My mum said she in Perdana Hospital now and later going to do an operation.WAT!!OPERATION?! My mum fell down and hurted her left hand last few days.She tot nothing serious and the next day her hand was pain.She went hospital n check and her hand or bone has a little crack.Last few day??Why my family didnt tell me?And Im the last one to know about it before the few hours my mum going to the operation room.My mum dowan to let me worry n asked me nonit to bc KEL.It jus a small operation.But after tat her hand kena balut for one month la..haizz
I'm worrying.........Hope she'll b fine..love you mum!
''Hello...Hao,ni zai na li ?''mum asked.
''wo zai jia,zai malacca''.blur-ing while answered my mum.
''wo zai yi yuan(Hospital)", my mum told me. HAH!! Why my mum was in the hospital in the morning? Tis make me nervous n wat happen to her or my family members.My mum said she in Perdana Hospital now and later going to do an operation.WAT!!OPERATION?! My mum fell down and hurted her left hand last few days.She tot nothing serious and the next day her hand was pain.She went hospital n check and her hand or bone has a little crack.Last few day??Why my family didnt tell me?And Im the last one to know about it before the few hours my mum going to the operation room.My mum dowan to let me worry n asked me nonit to bc KEL.It jus a small operation.But after tat her hand kena balut for one month la..haizz
I'm worrying.........Hope she'll b fine..love you mum!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Crush
This song is just for *you*
Wish you listen to it one day
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take'
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever..
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Wish you listen to it one day
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush'
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?'
Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take'
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever..
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Friday, November 28, 2008
Langkawi-The Episod 2
After we checked in our room and took our shower, and everything was done,our trip ''started''.Our first destination-LANGKAWI CABLE CAR.Someone said that the cable car in Genting is scary but i think the cable car in Langkawi was 100 times scary..haha.However,it was a nice place to go n we visited thr around.It was really fun and u can see the whole Langkawi when u are standing at the up of the hill.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Langkawi-The Episod 1
Before the skol open,I went to Langkawi wv my frens on the 5th Nov.Oh gosh,this trip make me totally broke because I finished my pocket money when i was in KL n this Langkawi's trip.
It was a 3 days 2 nights trip n I enjoyed it vr much!!Our bus departed from Malacca at 930pm and we reached Kuala Perlis 6 in the morning.We had to hang around at the jetty thr jus to wait for the 1st ferry at 8am.
It was a 3 days 2 nights trip n I enjoyed it vr much!!Our bus departed from Malacca at 930pm and we reached Kuala Perlis 6 in the morning.We had to hang around at the jetty thr jus to wait for the 1st ferry at 8am.
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